Reality

Time to face it dammit!  Must have been on crack when I dug my feet into the dirt and stated I was going to keep the house in Yreka. Claiming "a house is all I ever wanted from Dad," must have been delusional.  Yes it's lovely up North. Quieter. Calm. HOWEVER, it's a very depressed area, frigging cold in winter, AND there is $125K left on the TWO loans. In finally acting like a responsible adult I now know
it's not worth keeping nor do I truly want it.  Unless I can find a soul who wants to pay me a $150K in cash, bye bye Yreka house.  Let the B of A deal with you.
What a relief!!!!