Quandry

It is a tough nut to chew when you realize age affects your competency. Energy level fades faster, if it was there at all. Multitasking presents problems. Patience is not a virtue. You are more frightened and feel more alone. You try hard but in your mind never measure up so you play the blame game with yourself. NOT a positive thing to do but failure is not an option.  Sadly, the reality is that you aren't as good as you think you are and probably never were.  Yep tough nut to chew.